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ZOMG. MAN KISSING ON WILL AND GRACE. WILL FINALLY GOT TO ACTUALLY SERIOUSLY KISS A GUY ON TV. YAY FOR SOCIETY. I totally squee'd. It was so cute too! AHHHH :D Dude. And Four Kings - Jason is so gay. They took over it this episode with the whole Republican thing, but... he is teh gay. I knew it from the first episode. o_O;; X3 Four Kings is adorable. I love them all, they're such cuties.
Dude. The person who wrote this dream book I had is such a Freudian. Or whatever you call it.
"I had a dream about being squished by an elephant."
"Oh, well, the elephant's truck represents TEH PENIS and the trampling of your self represents SEXUAL FRUSTRATION."
That's the basic jist of it. o_O;;
Mwarhhhh.
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Well, not on the subject of kissing or sex. o_O;;
Man, do you ever just want to... like... absorb music? Like, just listen to it and believe in it and want to be a part of it, to be so trapped in your own little world that you just want to absorb it through your hands or whatever and let it fill you? I dunno. That was random. But that's how I feel a lot of the time. I also feel like there's a constant radio in my head that I can never turn off. I always have something playing in my head.
I want to absorb everything, the very essence of music, of sound itself. And I want to absorb all the inspiration, all the glory and the ambition and the skills that I can, to make beautiful art. I want to project my thoughts into pictures I can show to the world, with no regard to how much time I have in a day or inspiration or what have you. I try so hard to portray what I see, what I feel, but I never feel like I can fully get across. And there's no way for anyone to know unless they can BE me. But that can't happen. I want things to be, just by thinking them.
But if I could make things be, cosmically, that would make me God, huh. And I don't want that.
Who is God, anyway? And why do we do what we do for him? Why do we feel like he controls us and what our destinies are, when we have all the capable tools of creating our own fate? He gave us the tools; it's up to us to decide how to use them, and what to create with them.
I don't capitalize when talking about God. Don't say I've sinned.
I would also like to meet a person who believes that spinning around in circles is the best high you can get.
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Contemplating is fun.
Dude. The person who wrote this dream book I had is such a Freudian. Or whatever you call it.
"I had a dream about being squished by an elephant."
"Oh, well, the elephant's truck represents TEH PENIS and the trampling of your self represents SEXUAL FRUSTRATION."
That's the basic jist of it. o_O;;
Mwarhhhh.
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Well, not on the subject of kissing or sex. o_O;;
Man, do you ever just want to... like... absorb music? Like, just listen to it and believe in it and want to be a part of it, to be so trapped in your own little world that you just want to absorb it through your hands or whatever and let it fill you? I dunno. That was random. But that's how I feel a lot of the time. I also feel like there's a constant radio in my head that I can never turn off. I always have something playing in my head.
I want to absorb everything, the very essence of music, of sound itself. And I want to absorb all the inspiration, all the glory and the ambition and the skills that I can, to make beautiful art. I want to project my thoughts into pictures I can show to the world, with no regard to how much time I have in a day or inspiration or what have you. I try so hard to portray what I see, what I feel, but I never feel like I can fully get across. And there's no way for anyone to know unless they can BE me. But that can't happen. I want things to be, just by thinking them.
But if I could make things be, cosmically, that would make me God, huh. And I don't want that.
Who is God, anyway? And why do we do what we do for him? Why do we feel like he controls us and what our destinies are, when we have all the capable tools of creating our own fate? He gave us the tools; it's up to us to decide how to use them, and what to create with them.
I don't capitalize when talking about God. Don't say I've sinned.
I would also like to meet a person who believes that spinning around in circles is the best high you can get.
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Contemplating is fun.