Sep 21, 2005 17:14
Today sucked.
It started out OK, though. We all "hazed" each other in Latin; I borrowed some lipstick from Jory (oh noes sharing makeup BAD FOR HEALTH oh well). Theo failed, he wasn't wearing any blue. And Alex (I think that's his name, anyway) was wearing too much. XD We played with marbles in Physics and we got to talk in Boston accents in G.A.T.E.
It was by lunch I started feeling crappy. I have no idea why. I was just overcome with a fit of depression, lonliness, and I had no idea why. I was in tears by Pre-Calc. I felt a bit better in Econ, though, thanks to Mad and Berglund. :3
But yeah. I think I know why I was upset. You know how some people have different needs? Well, I figure mine must be weird. Like, sometimes I get where I feel really ignored, but I know I'm not. And then I feel like people are avoiding me, but I know they're not. Stuff like that. This feeling comes around a lot, on and off. I figure I must be too needy or something. And I don't like troubling people about it, because everyone is so busy and stuff... I dunno.
Know what else pisses me off? The fact that Kemmet-Mueller said that we needed a graphing calculator to do the homework. I don't have one. So I have the option of borrowing one during class. But I don't get anything done in class, and she always lectures anyway. I mean, gah. It just really added onto my bad mood. It's not my fault I don't have the luxury of a graphing calculator. Jeez.
Oh yeah, and now Mitch says that Hurricane Rita's now a category 5. This is absolutely crazy. What is with all the hurricanes, man? Honestly. o_o;; *hugs to Mitch* Take care, buddy.
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