...ChAnGiN mY liFe..
HeYy MuH lOvEs! <33 well im 16!! lol. i got a shoppin spree, a new bed and sum lil things for my b*day. (($220 at Ae, $15 at ChArLeTtE RoUsSe, $100 at ViCtOriAs SeCrEt,and $70 at ExPrEsS))But i decided that imma change my life a lil bit for the better.. imma start always tellin the truth and hopefully ill get EvErYthiNg i had before that made my life worth living.. n wen i say everything. it means everything.. :| i miss it all. n here comes AnOtHeR boring weekend of being grounded.. i could have a job right now if the fricken ppl called me or if rissa didnt take it ;) but NeWaYs if ReNzOs doesnt call me tonite then imma go apply at SuBwAy.. n if i dun get a job there imma apply at the smoothie place by stayin alive fitness... n if i dont get that job imma go to Rj GaToRs.. so ill have a job soon. FiNaLlY!! lol. bUt i really wish i wasnt grounded.. im nEvEr skippin again!! lol but yea about sam.. right now im really confused.. and all my bffs no why.. n its kinda hard to explain why n i dont wanna write it for the whole world to see.. so if u wanna no ask me lol. But yea lets jus put it this way.. i duno if me n him are ganna work through this long distnace thing. imma miss LoX-a-Ma-HaTcHeE tho.. but i probly wont be able to go there that much neways even when i am ungrounded. but newyas.. the funeral i went to wasnt that fun.. it was sad. and my uncle that died ((Jimmy)) now his daughter. my cousin is really sick n she jus had open heart surgery and her heart is only functioning 20% right now :/.. my family's not doing that good right now. buT nEwAys i really wish i knew wen i was gettin off grounding b.c if i knew then it would be a lot easier then jus hopin i get off.. but my rents wont tell me wen. they jus say 'til we can trust you again'? but how they suppost to do that if i have nothin to do? b.c i been goin to school everyday.. so its w.e.. jus hope they lighten up soon. But i dun have much more to say. so imma go do nothin. lol ttul xOx ill drop a note as soon as i have sumthin to say lol <333