Feb 05, 2005 21:34
HeYy Guys.. well im grounded. GoD kNoWs for how long. But its probly ganna be for a while.. This sux! but yea i have no cell, no s.n, No FoRm Of CoMmUniCaTiOn... it really blows. ((im babysittin right now n im on RiSsAs s.n)) But yea so this weekend hasnt been goin as slow as i thought it would. Firday i jus watched a movie then went to bed. lol it kinda went fast. N then today i went to the mall n got some jewelry! lol. n now im babysittin ((makin much needed $$))_oh n i got a job application!!_ n tomorrow i dunn have nethign to do. But yea i could be in lox. right now if i wasnt stupid n skipped school.. i wouldnt have gotten caught if my mom didnt call the school to find out my grades. But its w.e ill never do it again! n i miss AlL mY fRiEnDs n SaM already n it hasnt even been 1 weekend lol. i HaTe being grounded!! but this is also prboly ganna be the wOrSt birthday ever. b.c its on a Monday n MaRiSsA had something planned but now her b.f wants to do sumthin with her ((b.c its valentines day)) so that plan is down the drain!! n i cant get the OnLy 2 things i wanted. .((my bellybutton pierced n a new cell)) n i might jus go out with a bunch a firend to eat. n hopefully i can do sumthin that weekend. ((jus b.c of my b-day)) bc i want it to b a SwEeT 16 like its suppost to be! lol .but yea so me n sam have nothin planned for v-day b.c im grounded n he lives so damn far! so hopefully i CaN do sumthin that weekend n ill make sure i see him. But i duno wat to get him yet.. so if ne1 has any suggestioins.... let me know! so yea it was the worst feelin wen my parents found out i skipped b.c i also had a meeting with my counciler n my mom the next day.. :/ that didnt go to good. aNyWaYs. alexa has changed lately. she doesnt barely ever talk to me ne more. n sum1 told me that she said ive been actin stuck up lately.. thats cute. NO mayb its b.c i try to say hi to you n u dont say hi to me.. or mayb b.c i duno wat to do with myself ne more so i really havent been talkin to anyone lately? yea that could be it.. but nope she jus looks at the negative facts n talks behind my back. b.c NoOnE!! nos wats been goin through my head lately. not even RiSsA.. havent had time to talk to her. the only chance i get its in school or ont he phone n in school is never enough time n i dun wanna tlak about it on the phone. its not one of those topics i can do that with.. but its w.e ill wait until i have the time. but im outta words so ill drop a note as soon as i get the chance. <33