i am so nervous.

[missysueiloveu]

i got the chance to meet with my first ex Gordon Grams to day at the place he works at. i gave him my cell number so that he can call me and talk to me sice we havent talk for like a long time. i hate to admit this but i was nervouse when i saw him i was shaking really bad and i dont know hy. maybe i still have strong feelings twards him or something. but anyways he wants to hang out with me this aturday before we have to go to work.i guess i still do love him. i miss being with him some days. when i was with him he made me really happy. well this is all i have to say for now.

i love you matt and i will truly miss you .

g-night peeps.