Aug 29, 2004 14:43
especially when you can play with them and even babysit them for a day or two and then return them to the owner or parents. HA!
i had fun in NH this weekend. i was suppose to go up earlier but i didnt want to miss Sullys (more about that later). so i went up with Dave and helped my sis move into her new house, which is beautiful by the way, i'm so happy for her. and i watched Jocelyn.
shes such a happy baby. and shes so freakin adorable that i just want to squeeze her. i love that she barely cries and is always laughin and bubbly. her and nathan are the two only little children that i can stand babysittin for more the a day. i'm so excited to be closer to my niece. YAY!
anyways..
now i'm home. my mom keeps yellin at me to pack so i think i at least need to start that since i'm goin friday night. yipppppeee.
everyone is leavin/ has left. its weird. instead of sayin see you later its see you in 3 months. which i dont like. sayin goodbye is not one of my better qualities. i get scared. i'm not a very big fan of the unknown.
but like all, everything will work out. i hope. things will be normal and come november i'll see my friends again and be able to laugh at the stupid things we did.
when nikki was packin i got overwhelmed bcuz she wasnt takin her red suit down, that she looks like santa clause in, and brianna was like ya, they wouldnt accept you. and i laughed at the fact that you do stupid things but no matter what your friends know you and understand where your comin from. i'm just a little afraid to leave that. start over and "explain" to people who i am and my sense of humor.
eeeeeeek. i dont think that the scared-ness out ways the excited-ness. i just want to decorate my room. yes. i think that will be fun. and i want to go food shoppin. get all my little snacks and poptarts and eat them...in the tv room :-\ 148 sarah, adam, and jason and dolan and everyone else that lived in the tv room..HA.
i saw adam at sullys and i was over joyed. he made my day. i missed seeing him everyday and havin him grope me. he made me laugh. sarah is in miami. bitch. i love you.
but other then that sullys was good. i'm gettin $100 thanks to steven..i'm winnin this bet..HA. i was happy to be with everyone and hang out all together one last time before we all left. props to sully.
speakin of props, john clancy is amazing. i love that boy. and by mistake i called him john. it was so weird. but funny. i'm hangin out wit him again before i leave. and i need to hang out with micker and roche. HAVE TO!! seriously.
this weekend i dicovered that this is the first summer i am not really dark, black even. which is upsettin. so for the next 4 days from the hours of 12-3 i will be outside layin next to my pool in hopes to be as dark as i usually am. i'm pissed about this.
and summer is officially over. :'( :( :-\ :) :-D ..sad yet soo happy. confusing
this has been too much rambling so i'm off. goin to go pack some stuff and shower and then idk. maybe you'll see me. :)