Feb 19, 2012 00:39
hey whoever said: 'mixing with bad company makes you bad, staying with the good keeps you good"..
I totally get what he/she means now. I think ive been blessed with pretty decent company throughout my life and im truly grateful to be placed in my current social environment now.. though the past years i did unfortunately meet up with the worst kind of beings alive- from backstabbers to superficial bitches to haters (whom i haven't even had a chance to introduce myself). Nonetheless these people will always exist some point in time so whuuutever-rolleyes-flickshair, ive got a life~
Anyway ive been shaken by someone recently, someone whom i always thought to be so fragile yet he/she were stronger than i can ever imagine. I never knew he/she had been through so much in life, it brought so much tears in my eyes. Subconsciously, i believe i wasn't tearing fully because of how moved i was by the story, rather this pang of guilt i felt right smack in my heart. I need to start appreciating and cherishing what i have. This person had influenced me for the better before, & now inspiring me to live for the best.
"You don't need to have a lot of things, to have so much."
I'll bear that in mind for sure.
Cheers to good company, good friends!
OH, apart from being inspired spiritually, i'm quite in touch with my artistic side these days HEHE. i feel my creative juices bursting in me. I'm planning to do this huge monocrome painting someday so i can hang it up on my wall one sweet day. Cause yknow paintings are expensive, i don't need to buy one so i shall just paint one myself. Awesome! Maybe someday, someone may like my work and there goes my future career... ha ha ha NOT. Okay that was random.
xxoo, stay beautiful