Feb 14, 2012 23:20
happy valentine's, yeah happy happyy valentine's.
hate to be a party pooper and ruin the spirit here but i don't feel excited and happy at all.
i prolly should sit back and enjoy the ride, yet i just can't seem to do it. it would have been SO MUCH BETTER if i had the power to have some things in my way. life will be hell loads easier. i never felt so impatient in my life, to have this quickly over and done with. i believe its karma, what goes around comes around. maybe i brought this upon myself. this feeling is increasing exponentially, i don't know what i might do next. ARGH. just by saying that, already makes me pissed off. im very tired really.
ps. just so yknow, this have nothing to do with relationships at all, so don't be quick to misjudge. just saying.
xxoo, stay beautiful