Sep 05, 2005 20:15
so this weekend i made a new friend...his name is matt...and he is my cousin's friend....he is just so cool....we hung out a lot and played a few games like vollyball....we cracked a lot of jokes on my cousin and it was JUST SO FUNNY!!!! o i LOVED it....he has the same sense of humor like me so just saying something stupid we find just SO funny because most of the time just us got it...i had SO much fun this weekend and since the jet ski with jon and nate i don't know when the last time i laughed that much and had just so much fun with someone besides gregory...(i am not saying that to make anyone feel bad it is just i don't feel like i was really part of the "group" because everyone is pretty much paired up with someone when we all hang out and i am usually by myself floating to find someone to laugh with and i just feel like you guys don't want to hang out with me anymore because i am never invited to anything besides the big parties and to the beach and i don't want sympathy and i don't want you guys to change and all of a sudden invite me to things because i know it will be all out of pity i just wanted to explain why i feel like i haven't had that much fun since the jet ski with nate and jon).....o i hope i get to hang out with matt soon because he is such a cool and chill guy and someone to talk to besides gregory which is change!!!! :)