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Sophmore slump was so noticeable in high school. I remember doing nothing and i really didn't mind. I never thought it would happen again in college. This is about a million times worse. Summer passed and instead of not seeing everyone everyday and seeing them like once a week, i didn't see them all summer. It's weird bc last year was incredible... but i wonder if it was just because it was freshman year. I feel like some of the magic has faded and reality is setting in. Now, i'm just eh. Nothing exciting happens, nothing new happens. Everyone seems to feel "stuck" with their friends from last year and I didnt and don't so they are all out with new people and while i think that would be fun, i feel like i'm not really knowing them anymore. I know who they were last year and they were all awesome people.... honestly, i feel alone a lot of the time and i hate it... I'm hoping this summer will help, new country, new people, new experience... i need it. and maybe i'll spend all year abroad next year. it'll help me appreciate what i have here...
i was talking to dan tonight about what would happen if i just disappeared for like a week... went out for coffee and didn't come back... i kinda want to do that.
It's been a long two weeks so maybe this is just what came with it.. but i feel like i've been thinking this since the start.
not a fan of sophomore slump
i was talking to dan tonight about what would happen if i just disappeared for like a week... went out for coffee and didn't come back... i kinda want to do that.
It's been a long two weeks so maybe this is just what came with it.. but i feel like i've been thinking this since the start.
not a fan of sophomore slump