shake ya bum bumah.
so bad news for today... every time things seem like theyre getting better, it just shits the bed. brand new is sold out and i really wanted to go. im going to try and finagle my way in anyways because i love them. lately ive been coming home every morning after ben goes to work and me and my mom watch who wants to be a millionaire and bitch about our lives. i love my mom. then i go to bens after he gets out of work and we hang out. i love my ben. i have to work tonight and im not especially looking forward to it. i got offered a full time job at a watch place and apparently the position has been filled within 2 days of the guy "trying to get ahold of me". i do have a job interview tomorrow at 4 though. im pretty excited about it because its a small tanning place in my town and mostly id just be cleaning the beds and getting tan. maybe some skin cancer, but theres a price to pay for everything. and i could also get a job at a kennel getting paid 11 bucks an hour but i dont like touching dog food, cat food, or dog crap. i guess im a baby. today is more so a day where i just want to curl up in bed and drink coffee and smoke a ton of cigarettes. i saw starsky and hutch last night and i give it a billion stars. i love ben stiller and will farrell. i think they are the funniest dudes ever. i also saw jerseygirl the night before and i thought it was really good. jennifer lopez dies at the very beginning and i was surprisingly sad. but then ag ain ben was drunk and elbowing me every three minutes then flashing me DRUNK SMILE so who could be sad with that. now i need to go and shower before work... but who knows.. i might just be going in to get fired. should i shower just to be fired?