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i get really frustrated with myself sometimes. i pretend like everything is going well... when i really dont do much at all. i miss working constantly. i miss having tons of money. i wish i could financially support myself. i want to pay my bills on time. i want to live in an apartment with ben and joey. i want to cook them dinner every night and buy them booze. i want us to chip in for video games and dvd's. i want to grocery shop with them. i want to have to go to work every morning at 9 and be out by 5 with weekends off. i want to do well in school. im so whiney. i want, i want, i want. time to start improvements.
in other news, i saw my friend becca tonight. shes from england and i havent seen her in 2 years. shes visiting for a week and its fucking amazing.
80's nite tomorrow. i hope i can get some money. i want to get WHHHASTED. i want to dance with my boyfriend and laugh. i want to have fun. i want joey, ben a., and gus, to go. i want the murrays in attendance. gillian too. i want to see my friends. here i go again with the "i wants."
now i WANT sleep and im getting it. 80s nite tomorrow. go.. please?
in other news, i saw my friend becca tonight. shes from england and i havent seen her in 2 years. shes visiting for a week and its fucking amazing.
80's nite tomorrow. i hope i can get some money. i want to get WHHHASTED. i want to dance with my boyfriend and laugh. i want to have fun. i want joey, ben a., and gus, to go. i want the murrays in attendance. gillian too. i want to see my friends. here i go again with the "i wants."
now i WANT sleep and im getting it. 80s nite tomorrow. go.. please?