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So things are going pretty good right now.
Jeni, Kelli, and I hang out pretty much all the time. I <3 it! Jeni always knows how to make me laugh, she's so fricken funny and i always have fun when I'm with her. I love you girl! I feel like I can talk to her about anything casue she understands so much about life and how to deal with everything. As for kelli the same thing, I feel like i can talk to her about anything as well. I love you both!
So I can honestly say from a 2 hour phone conversation last night with Sean, Things are going to be and getting pretty seroius. Let's just say I already screwed up by doing something stupid already but he trusts me, I mean it wasn't bad at all just a lil misunderstanding about whats going on . But he wants to be serious about this relationship because he's really into me. If you think about it, he's 23 right? I mean he already pretty much is ready to settle down and actually have a serious relationship....But am I? I'm only 18, should I settle down just yet or wait? I feel as if i still have a long life to live without settling down just yet. How am I supposed to know if hes "the one" or not? I mean don't get me wrong or anything, I like him, I like him a lot. I just want things to go slow but I don't really know how to tell him that. Any suggestions would be greatful...Very greatful.
I did get to make up with someone I really care for and love, and im so thankful for that. I just know after everything we've been through I could still call him in the middle of the night and he would listen to everything i would have to say and just be there for me...Doesn't matter what happened in the past, We put everything behind us and are ready to start a really good friendship and I can't wait.
But All in all, my life is great, and i wouldn't change anything about it. Although i really miss my friends Ame and Tiff. I hardly get to see them girls, and I wish so much that i could just wake up and call them and ask hey you wanna hang out tonight? but i cant...It's so hard. But i know no matter what, we will be friends forever no matter what happens or wherever we end up in life. I know i can ALWAYS count on them two to be there for me. I <3 you girls and miss you Terribly...
Everyone have a great week and weekend! : )