I miss you
I fucked up this time, more than ever. I got rid of the best thing ever and now I dont think I will ever get it back. I dont know what I was thinking...it was mixture of PMS and stress and it just all came out. I miss you Dan. I love you. I don't know what happened. We talked all weekend and agreed to work things out and then it was like you disappeared, never wanting to talk to me again. I can't come to believe that you would just forget me, that you just took me out of your life before anything got taken care of. I look back and think of all the things we did together, all the things we planned to do and I cant make myself believe that you dont love me anymore. Please, if you ever read this, know that I'm thinking of you and that I wont ever stop loving you. I'd do anything in this world to be with you right now and to have you back by my side. Please call me. Please just let me know I'm not forgotton. And please know I curse myself and cry myself to sleep everynight. I want you back and I love you. I love you more than I have ever loved anyone before and that will never change. I would do anything for you Dan. Please don't forget about me. I love you. I love you.