hooray hooray
eh. im trying to decide if my lack of sleep lately is causing certain thoughts to surface, or if there are issues that just need to be resolved.
it could be both though.
so. because i like to be extremely vague and because i also like to vent i will do both:
i love how some people can make you feel good about yourself while others make you feel like you don't even exist.
not to say that i feel like i don't exist. i know i exist. or at least im pretty sure.
but feeling "inferior" sucks. and so does feeling like you don't matter to someone that you really care about. it makes you want to puke all over yourself.
i hate when you have so much to say to someone, but never have the opportunity.
would that person even give a care? (haha. yes, i said GIVE A CARE!) and why do you even talk to someone that makes you feel crappy about yourself?
i wish i could tell you how many times i've wondered that.
please don't ask me who i'm talking about, because it doesn't matter. what matters is that i hate feeling this way, and long for the day i can get this issue taken care of.
goooooooooooooooodnight hollywood.
p.s. what also sucks is the first day of a haircut. when does it ever look good???
it could be both though.
so. because i like to be extremely vague and because i also like to vent i will do both:
i love how some people can make you feel good about yourself while others make you feel like you don't even exist.
not to say that i feel like i don't exist. i know i exist. or at least im pretty sure.
but feeling "inferior" sucks. and so does feeling like you don't matter to someone that you really care about. it makes you want to puke all over yourself.
i hate when you have so much to say to someone, but never have the opportunity.
would that person even give a care? (haha. yes, i said GIVE A CARE!) and why do you even talk to someone that makes you feel crappy about yourself?
i wish i could tell you how many times i've wondered that.
please don't ask me who i'm talking about, because it doesn't matter. what matters is that i hate feeling this way, and long for the day i can get this issue taken care of.
goooooooooooooooodnight hollywood.
p.s. what also sucks is the first day of a haircut. when does it ever look good???