Oct 04, 2009 13:40
I'm sorrry. I know you're concerning about me. But its long story. I mean, how should i put it. Maybe i need to talk to you seriously to tell you why i would post that yesterday. If you think nevermind, its okay, i dont need to explain anymore. Then okay. ):
Yes, my life is screwed up now. But now, finally, im settle down. Yes, clubbing is bad. Tsk, okay, i cant deny im addicted. But at times, when im tired, i wont go. Cause i told myself i'll not go or rather as often as what im doing now, once the school starts. Yes, you can dont believe me, i may not followed it. But reallly, now i can control my alcohol, and im high, not fully dead drunk. Okay, there's nothing much i can say about this also. I know you all long dont like us/me/her to go clubbing, and its like you're kinda of worries about us. We'll know. But i dont know how to explain, or i dont know what to say anymore. Yes, i might have changed, changed to someone different, no longer the one you guys knew 2years ago, or rather 4-5years also. In my life, i've a drastic change from sec4 to sec5. Then from sec5 to poly. Can say friend influence, no worries, no matter what, i still know how to take care of myself, although i find myself how foolish i am. I think im no longer.............