Public Announcement
Sifl and Ollie were on a few nights ago. It broght back so many good memories.
Saw bowie last night for free at jones beach. Went with the sensual amanda. we've been spending a lot of time together which is great.
Living arrangements are wonderful.
With all things looking up I still have that void due to my recent loss.
I know he reads this and it's not that he doesn't already know.. but how can he be with someone else? why wasn't i good enough? fuck me for ever falling in love with a socially inept, emotionally void, selfish, perfect man.
On other news, i love my friends. i don't feel i need to elaborate.
I want to get out more. meet new people. me and amanda will probably try to do this. the problem is most places are bars. And i don't want to meet a drinker, a smoker, a drug user. so where are the intelligent, straight edge, well dressed, career oriented, motivated, beautiful people?
Saw bowie last night for free at jones beach. Went with the sensual amanda. we've been spending a lot of time together which is great.
Living arrangements are wonderful.
With all things looking up I still have that void due to my recent loss.
I know he reads this and it's not that he doesn't already know.. but how can he be with someone else? why wasn't i good enough? fuck me for ever falling in love with a socially inept, emotionally void, selfish, perfect man.
On other news, i love my friends. i don't feel i need to elaborate.
I want to get out more. meet new people. me and amanda will probably try to do this. the problem is most places are bars. And i don't want to meet a drinker, a smoker, a drug user. so where are the intelligent, straight edge, well dressed, career oriented, motivated, beautiful people?