wellll then
well, today, was a really shitty day mostly.. i didnt get like ANY sleep, cause i was awake trying to get mark to feel better and fall asleep... but i hadnt slept the night beofre either, so i was very sleepy.. so this morning i was fucking dead, and went to school anyways... everybody thought i was stoned, and my teachers were mad and shit and it was just dumb, cause i was sober... and then like, i dont even know, mr.van allen gave me a zero and yelled at me, ms.kerr yelled at me, ms.hook yelled at me, and mr.hemstreet thought i was lying and kept telling me that pva WASNT yelling at me, that i was just trying to stay outside and have a longer cigarette break, but pva DID keep us after the bell and shit/... urgh.. then i realized, i have a math test which im going to fail tomorrow, a science project due wednesday and french test on wednesday, a performance task on thursday and an hsp to fucking work on, plus all my learning strategies shit.. so, im pissed, and tired, and wanting to go die... and then mark doesnt come with me after school, so im freaking and wanting to curl up into a ball and just die, cause im tired and cranky and urghhh.. so, yah, i went home, put on my pjs, realized just how disgusting i had looked allday, took out my braids, and went to sleep..when i woke up, mark was here, and he brought me cake and we had hot sex, and i felt better:), ahh gotta love the boyfriend who makes things seem perfect<3.. then he tried to teach me math for tomorrow, and tried to teach me french, but it failed, so we instead we madeout.. which was amazing, cause normally all we ever do is fuck.. and i miss the cuteness and funness and makingout and foreplay and such.. ahh.. it was one of those like, kisses that you never want to end.. and i dont think it would've, except his mommy called and came and picked him up.. so now im sad again.. goddamnit..