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sooo... I doubt anyone really reads my posts, but here I am.
doing crappy enough in my grad program, that even tho I'm working my butt off, I'm told I don't have enough passion or voice and my workmanship isn't up to a graduate level. and if I don't do better, I will be asked to leave.
I don't know what to do next or where to move on if this doesn't work out, and I don't know how I'm supposed to make what I'm doing to make it to my professor's standards. I have alot of skills, I like learning them, but apparently I'm not an artist, I just like making stuff.
so I'm just pretty numb and lost and I keep crying. I've spent two years here, I don't want it to be wasted time and money.
I guess... if anyone wants to talk to me tonight, that'd be great, I could use the company.
doing crappy enough in my grad program, that even tho I'm working my butt off, I'm told I don't have enough passion or voice and my workmanship isn't up to a graduate level. and if I don't do better, I will be asked to leave.
I don't know what to do next or where to move on if this doesn't work out, and I don't know how I'm supposed to make what I'm doing to make it to my professor's standards. I have alot of skills, I like learning them, but apparently I'm not an artist, I just like making stuff.
so I'm just pretty numb and lost and I keep crying. I've spent two years here, I don't want it to be wasted time and money.
I guess... if anyone wants to talk to me tonight, that'd be great, I could use the company.