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[missy_x]

hello...today was good i suppose..i dunno..did alot of stuff...everyone is coming to the airport to greet me..mwuahaha ..ty...tom..brin...my momma/dad/brother....aprill...yeyy ..i misss everyone so bad ..foreal...and me n kayla plan to go to the gym every morning before class..mwuahahaa..kool stuff rite?...yeah well my education doesnt start till 9ish for this semester...so itz all good in the hood...and what else?..ummm iono...chilled with the boys today..u no..those kool 5/3/1 year olds..and met some english dude who had dinner with me n my aunt...talked about wut a loser my other uncle used to be...got all emotional n mad...stopped talking about it...then um..im here?..loll yeahhhh omg..im sleeping one more night here man..ONE MORE NIGHT....yo im guna cry like krazy at the airport...im guna miss steph n my cuzinz n aunts/uncles so bad...dude i lived with them for a month...like..they were there EVERYDAY.....like i miss my home bad..but im guna miss these people too...i got so many memories here now....like...i really had alot of fun times..and im guna miss it..but i know i gotta go home...its really hard having family everywhere...we're big n loud..and i love em all...but everyone is somewhere different...my heart is in too many different places...i love these people so m uch and i try to be close with all of them....n itz jus...not kool having thanksgiving with only some of the family...and holidays like that...and then i go back home n fall outta touch ....i dont want that to happen...like seriously...the other day..my uncle was like.."Between u n me...im really proud of u melissa...n i know my parents wud be too...and im proud of u ..whatever u do.." n i was like...aww man...and tio miguel was like...i always wanted a daughter..but i mean ur like the closet thing to one..n i was like ohhhhh man ..like seriously...i love my family so much..family is soo important man..like seriously..no matter how fucked up ur family may seem..never give up on them...they're ur history and ur future...one more day guys.....just one day.....<33

"and even though they might do things we dont agree with...or are completely against...we stand by them...we defend them..no matter how wrong they are.......that's love..."
-gonz