boredom on an early sunday morning
wow. that sounds like it should be a title of a book or chapter of a book or something.
well anyways. Been keeping busy. As per usual which is why I don't often write like I used too. Bummer, but oh well.
Let's see.....It's like the very end of spring break. I want it to last a bit longer cuz the next break I get is summer and then college. Yikes. Graduation, man that kind of blows, but at the same time its pretty cool.
I didn't set myself up very well for the future. I'm probably going to three rivers, which there is nothing wrong with that since I'm still not too sure what the hell I'm doing. My mom is trying to tell me that she and my dad won't let me go to the school in boston because it isn't an actual university. That's so dumb because it is still a school and you still get a degree.
Whatev.
I finally told my ex that I didn't want to talk to him and it was about time. I have so much less stress now that I don't talk to him. Like seriously, you don't pressure someone to talk to you and hang out with you just because you still love them and want there to be a chance. I don't know how many times I told him that we were not getting back together and for some reason he kept on hoping even if he told me that he knew there wasn't a chance. I swear he has been lying to me.
How do you go from absolutely trusting someone then to completely distrusting every word they have to say? I know it is easier than what I'd like it to be, but seriously. One thing after another, it's a surprise to myself that I waited this long to tell him to go away.
I am really happy with my current boy. I probably say this with some of the other boys I have dated, but I really mean it this time and I know the difference. He makes me uber happy. He doesn't force me to do anything, but at the same time is more than willing to do anything.
He was more than reasonable when it came to not going to this dance because of a justin timberlake concert that me and my bestie decided to go to last minute. That is freaking cool.
I love him. There is just so much to it and I really don't feel like going into it because there aren't enough words to explain what I feel. My myspace music player is playing the "I touch myself" song by the divinyls....
My sister just interrupted me so that I could kill a spider that was no where near her while she was in the shower. She actually stopped her shower and got out to get me to kill a spider. She tried to wack it with a shoe and missed. I had to stand on the edge of a wet shower to get a spider that wasn't coming back down. Honestly. Kill the damn thing yourself you big baby.
well...now I don't have anything else to say so byebye.
well anyways. Been keeping busy. As per usual which is why I don't often write like I used too. Bummer, but oh well.
Let's see.....It's like the very end of spring break. I want it to last a bit longer cuz the next break I get is summer and then college. Yikes. Graduation, man that kind of blows, but at the same time its pretty cool.
I didn't set myself up very well for the future. I'm probably going to three rivers, which there is nothing wrong with that since I'm still not too sure what the hell I'm doing. My mom is trying to tell me that she and my dad won't let me go to the school in boston because it isn't an actual university. That's so dumb because it is still a school and you still get a degree.
Whatev.
I finally told my ex that I didn't want to talk to him and it was about time. I have so much less stress now that I don't talk to him. Like seriously, you don't pressure someone to talk to you and hang out with you just because you still love them and want there to be a chance. I don't know how many times I told him that we were not getting back together and for some reason he kept on hoping even if he told me that he knew there wasn't a chance. I swear he has been lying to me.
How do you go from absolutely trusting someone then to completely distrusting every word they have to say? I know it is easier than what I'd like it to be, but seriously. One thing after another, it's a surprise to myself that I waited this long to tell him to go away.
I am really happy with my current boy. I probably say this with some of the other boys I have dated, but I really mean it this time and I know the difference. He makes me uber happy. He doesn't force me to do anything, but at the same time is more than willing to do anything.
He was more than reasonable when it came to not going to this dance because of a justin timberlake concert that me and my bestie decided to go to last minute. That is freaking cool.
I love him. There is just so much to it and I really don't feel like going into it because there aren't enough words to explain what I feel. My myspace music player is playing the "I touch myself" song by the divinyls....
My sister just interrupted me so that I could kill a spider that was no where near her while she was in the shower. She actually stopped her shower and got out to get me to kill a spider. She tried to wack it with a shoe and missed. I had to stand on the edge of a wet shower to get a spider that wasn't coming back down. Honestly. Kill the damn thing yourself you big baby.
well...now I don't have anything else to say so byebye.