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We're going into the fouth week of school and ummm... IT'S SO CRAZY!!! I dont know how I'm doing half of the things I'm doing... I have 0 period... Then right after school I go to tennis... till 5... Then on Monday and Wed. I go to Marching Band from 6-9... It's sooo crazy... My mom said as soon as my grades drop she wants me out of something... and her something is Marching Band.. But I can't do that to the band... No matter how hard it is for me right now- or how much I may not want to go to rehersal... I go because I don't want to hurt the band or disappoint any of my friends... And then she seems to think if not Marching Band... Then I'll be dropping Tennis... No- you're out of your mind... It'll be over October.... 19th?? Maybe... Idk... Then it's Nationals or something... Ughh- I just hope I can actually win a match one of these days... Oh and Ummm we've lost ALL our games so far... Kelly and Amna were the first to win a game... Then Jess, Christine, and Jody won also... So Hmm... Not enough to win the WHOLE game though! Well w.e anyway
I'm so stressed out and I hate that I'm so negative all the time... that's NOT who I am!! When am I ever negative guys!? I'm always happy, always looking for the positive... IDk... this is just really really hard for me... But I'm sure I'll get through it....
I'm going to go bc I have a CRAZY day ahead of me... so I'll talk to every1 later... I have MB from 6-9
So Idk
Later
We're going into the fouth week of school and ummm... IT'S SO CRAZY!!! I dont know how I'm doing half of the things I'm doing... I have 0 period... Then right after school I go to tennis... till 5... Then on Monday and Wed. I go to Marching Band from 6-9... It's sooo crazy... My mom said as soon as my grades drop she wants me out of something... and her something is Marching Band.. But I can't do that to the band... No matter how hard it is for me right now- or how much I may not want to go to rehersal... I go because I don't want to hurt the band or disappoint any of my friends... And then she seems to think if not Marching Band... Then I'll be dropping Tennis... No- you're out of your mind... It'll be over October.... 19th?? Maybe... Idk... Then it's Nationals or something... Ughh- I just hope I can actually win a match one of these days... Oh and Ummm we've lost ALL our games so far... Kelly and Amna were the first to win a game... Then Jess, Christine, and Jody won also... So Hmm... Not enough to win the WHOLE game though! Well w.e anyway
I'm so stressed out and I hate that I'm so negative all the time... that's NOT who I am!! When am I ever negative guys!? I'm always happy, always looking for the positive... IDk... this is just really really hard for me... But I'm sure I'll get through it....
I'm going to go bc I have a CRAZY day ahead of me... so I'll talk to every1 later... I have MB from 6-9
So Idk
Later