May 28, 2005 23:24
Do you ever feel like there's something out there for you, something you'd be great at and love it with all your heart, but you're afraid you'll never figure out what that is before you die? Not just Great. The Best. Like, maybe I'm really the greatest underwater basket weaver to ever exist, but I've never tried basket weaving of any sort, so no one will ever know, including me.
I've been feeling like that lately. Like there's something Out There that I'll love doing and everyone will appreciate me for it, but I'm afraid I'll never find it in this lifetime. It's really frustrating! If you've found your "calling" already, consider yourself lucky.
So, I actually have lots to write about since I last posted around graduation. Mostly events. For now, though, I thought I'd stick to just a few feelings I've been having lately. You'll hear from me again soon.
"missy42"
really deep thoughts,
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