wishing, and hoping, and thinking, and praying.....
so i was informed by my chem teacher that i have a 95% chance of passing the regents. you think this would inspire me to actually open a book? nope. and my spanish teacher told me that if i pass the final then hell pass me this quarter. think im studying? nope.i also need to pass the math final. studying? nope. my italian portfolio which was like 30 pages was given to me a month ago. think i started it? nope. i was up till 3 am doing that portfolio, but it came out pretty dam good if you ask me.
to sum it up, im such a fucking slacker this year its RIDICIOULOUS. how do i got from having a 95 avg to having barely an 80? im gonna get SHOT when i get my report card, and i wont even be in the country to steal it before they can see it. i already stold the progress report, which they have been asking about, and theres no possiable way i can steal the report card. arghhhh.
recitals over. im happy and sad about that. im happy because this whole dance year has been so grueling and time consuming and painful. this is the first year that ive been hurt from dance. in the beginning of the year i slammed my head on the floor extreamly hard, ive thrown up numerous times in class, and then the whole ankel incident which was without a doubt the worst because i couldnt even stand after that accident, and my ankel is still bruised. and the drama was ridicoulous. im not going to be in company next year and im only taking moderne, maybe ill teach. i dont have time for it anymore. but if carleen opens her own studio, then ill be a teacher there. but im sad because i love being on stage. i love the feeling of loosing yourself in the music, i love the applause after a performance. the feeling is indescribabe, and im scared if i leave dance ill never get the feeling again. that dance center IS my family. we grew up with eachother. we love eachother. we hate eachother. we know everything about eachother. i dont know if im ready to give that up yet. i hate change. but i think i need it.
im COVERED in bug bites!!!!! me amanda eric and fabio went to argyle yesterday and i got bit :( it was fun though. i missed eric this week, i only saw him twice, because of rehersals and recital and whatnot.
you know who i missed most though? BABE!!!!! omfg its so pathetic we have no lives! what the f am i gonna do without her in italy? at least ill be in america for our 2 month anniversary!! lmao i missed her alot though. im hanging out with her in a couple of hours, going to the beach!! yayy!!
havent been to cec all week, it feels SO weird. also, because of recital. i didnt miss it, but i can feel that i havent been there all week. its weird. i guess you gatta work at that high school to understand!!! lol
wow, that was a longgg update. talk to you later, bitches <333333
to sum it up, im such a fucking slacker this year its RIDICIOULOUS. how do i got from having a 95 avg to having barely an 80? im gonna get SHOT when i get my report card, and i wont even be in the country to steal it before they can see it. i already stold the progress report, which they have been asking about, and theres no possiable way i can steal the report card. arghhhh.
recitals over. im happy and sad about that. im happy because this whole dance year has been so grueling and time consuming and painful. this is the first year that ive been hurt from dance. in the beginning of the year i slammed my head on the floor extreamly hard, ive thrown up numerous times in class, and then the whole ankel incident which was without a doubt the worst because i couldnt even stand after that accident, and my ankel is still bruised. and the drama was ridicoulous. im not going to be in company next year and im only taking moderne, maybe ill teach. i dont have time for it anymore. but if carleen opens her own studio, then ill be a teacher there. but im sad because i love being on stage. i love the feeling of loosing yourself in the music, i love the applause after a performance. the feeling is indescribabe, and im scared if i leave dance ill never get the feeling again. that dance center IS my family. we grew up with eachother. we love eachother. we hate eachother. we know everything about eachother. i dont know if im ready to give that up yet. i hate change. but i think i need it.
im COVERED in bug bites!!!!! me amanda eric and fabio went to argyle yesterday and i got bit :( it was fun though. i missed eric this week, i only saw him twice, because of rehersals and recital and whatnot.
you know who i missed most though? BABE!!!!! omfg its so pathetic we have no lives! what the f am i gonna do without her in italy? at least ill be in america for our 2 month anniversary!! lmao i missed her alot though. im hanging out with her in a couple of hours, going to the beach!! yayy!!
havent been to cec all week, it feels SO weird. also, because of recital. i didnt miss it, but i can feel that i havent been there all week. its weird. i guess you gatta work at that high school to understand!!! lol
wow, that was a longgg update. talk to you later, bitches <333333