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So my dad finally got my mp3 player exchanged and its fucking awesome, ive already got like four cds on it, its so great.
On the other hand, birth control is fucking with me. I think my hormones are just on mega overdrive because im on this shit and about to start my period. My moods last week were fucking crazy. I swear to god I was so fucking bipolar (even more than usual for those of you who actually know me)....but yeah and now this week my stomach has just been killing me. Yesterday I puked all in the middle of the night for no reason. I mean...jesus. That shit just sucks. But whatever. At least I'm not pregnant. I think I would be disowned if I got pregnant. And killed in the face.
We get report cards soon. Im getting a D+ in history. Talk about being shot in the face, man...I was so concerned about passing English that I was just like fuck it to everything else. I guess my history grade couldnt hold up. Which sucks. Now my Dad will hate me more. He found my vibrator, thinks I smoke, and doesn't trust me. I think he resents me a lot but won't admit it. When I get to really thinking about it I almost feel uncomfortable when I'm at his house. He thinks I'm so fucking bad and he doesn't talk to me or give me a chance to defend myself.
Well I'll write later I have to go attend to my boyfriend.
On the other hand, birth control is fucking with me. I think my hormones are just on mega overdrive because im on this shit and about to start my period. My moods last week were fucking crazy. I swear to god I was so fucking bipolar (even more than usual for those of you who actually know me)....but yeah and now this week my stomach has just been killing me. Yesterday I puked all in the middle of the night for no reason. I mean...jesus. That shit just sucks. But whatever. At least I'm not pregnant. I think I would be disowned if I got pregnant. And killed in the face.
We get report cards soon. Im getting a D+ in history. Talk about being shot in the face, man...I was so concerned about passing English that I was just like fuck it to everything else. I guess my history grade couldnt hold up. Which sucks. Now my Dad will hate me more. He found my vibrator, thinks I smoke, and doesn't trust me. I think he resents me a lot but won't admit it. When I get to really thinking about it I almost feel uncomfortable when I'm at his house. He thinks I'm so fucking bad and he doesn't talk to me or give me a chance to defend myself.
Well I'll write later I have to go attend to my boyfriend.