ahh!!! ..."explode"
I am trying soooo fucking hard to keep up in school work right now and its fucking MISERABLE. I would love to just blow it off but seeing my brother trying to get into college and not sliding through it (with his 3.5 GPA, catholic school education, and minimal but existing extracurricular activities) and then looking at myself with my nonexistant extracurriculars, and 3.1 gpa is just really making me feel like shit. Like I'm fucking up my future by not working my ass off now. Last year I could do minimum amount of work in all my classes but now that Im taking honors it's just not that easy. Example: In honors english, we're doing debate, working on outside reading (excessive essays), AND reading a short story in class. I am not disciplined enough for this!!! Im such a procrastinator! I could pass the class with a few missing assignments but i really want to get this C up and skipping work isn't going to help. Ugh. Trying to be a good student sucks ASSHOLE.
Fuck school!
On another completely random note, I was talking to Phil today about NOFX and he told me that he saw "Nubs" at warped tour one year. He said she was sitting on an amp and had liberty spikes and no arms or legs. I was jealous. Not jealous of Nubs for having no arms or legs but jealous of phil for getting to see her. He said she was hot.
Fuck school!
On another completely random note, I was talking to Phil today about NOFX and he told me that he saw "Nubs" at warped tour one year. He said she was sitting on an amp and had liberty spikes and no arms or legs. I was jealous. Not jealous of Nubs for having no arms or legs but jealous of phil for getting to see her. He said she was hot.