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[missworld]

i feel like i let down so many people yesterday.
i'm sorry.

i decided i'm going to give the modeling thing
another try. i need to start traveling...i think
i'll be in NYC soon hopefully.

Sean is going into the police academy and will
live there for 6 months while i'm in beauty
school.

my house smells like grilled cheese & i like it.

sometimes i miss my old life. the way things used
to be. i can't help but wake up with the same
feeling everyday;

i'm better than this
i'm better than this

i need a sewing machine.
i'm going to go make some clothes now.