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i hate this sick feeling i have every single morning.
i just can't wait until it's all over.
i need to remove myself from situations where i know clouds of second hand smoke will be looming over me like the black ones that give us rain.
i can't see that happening anytime soon though.
damnit.
i give myself alot of credit for holding out this long.
people say i'm scrappy, well...i am scrappy.
and i do a damn good job at it too.
i get by. i always make it work.
& my life couldn't possibly be more incredible because of it.
right now my life is filled with nothing but sweethearts...
every single last one of you is a fucking sweetheart & i love you.
people take care of me and i return the favor as often as possible.
i just remember a time where things were very different and i'm
repulsed when i think back to the people i surrounded myself with.
negative vibes and confinement. i feel like i have emancipated myself
over this past year...and it feels incredible. sure...alot has happened
and there have been a few complications, but i'm 18 and that is what
happens. looking back at 2004, i can only name a few people i met.
i couldn't possibly count the new people in my life now...mainly because
they will never be numbers to me.
everything is an adventure if you make it.
sleep on floors and drive all night long.
i promise you, it will be worth it in the end.
you could never put a price on the smile i wear right now.
i just can't wait until it's all over.
i need to remove myself from situations where i know clouds of second hand smoke will be looming over me like the black ones that give us rain.
i can't see that happening anytime soon though.
damnit.
i give myself alot of credit for holding out this long.
people say i'm scrappy, well...i am scrappy.
and i do a damn good job at it too.
i get by. i always make it work.
& my life couldn't possibly be more incredible because of it.
right now my life is filled with nothing but sweethearts...
every single last one of you is a fucking sweetheart & i love you.
people take care of me and i return the favor as often as possible.
i just remember a time where things were very different and i'm
repulsed when i think back to the people i surrounded myself with.
negative vibes and confinement. i feel like i have emancipated myself
over this past year...and it feels incredible. sure...alot has happened
and there have been a few complications, but i'm 18 and that is what
happens. looking back at 2004, i can only name a few people i met.
i couldn't possibly count the new people in my life now...mainly because
they will never be numbers to me.
everything is an adventure if you make it.
sleep on floors and drive all night long.
i promise you, it will be worth it in the end.
you could never put a price on the smile i wear right now.