Still working on it
I have some ideas about future careers now. Exploring alot of things actually, but it's all sorta interelated. I don't want to jinx things yet by going into details. I guess even though I know I need and want a change, the prospect of actually getting out there and selling myself in my own business (which is definitely where this is headed) is daunting when I'm this borderline depressed. I'm just really really tired atm. But I'll get there I know.
After driving myself nuts about it for 2 months, I think I at least did figure out the deal with v. It's pretty simple really and has been staring us in the face this whole time. Unfortunately, I don't see a work around for the real problem. At least not right now. And of course, since he's not really speaking to me anymore (save an obligatory happy birthday call), I haven't had the chance to talk to him about it to see if he agrees with me that that is indeed the problem.
Hopefully we'll get around to having the conversation before too long. Before too late.
But back to the career front. So Richard's moving our offices in January. We're basically broke until January too because our largest receivable won't be paid before that. In short, it's feeling like a good time to make the break. And I just hope that I can get strong enough to put my plans in motion here in the next two months. It's been too easy for too long to just gut it out here and collect a decent paycheck and have great health insurance. Giving that up is scary to say the least. But this isn't getting me closer to what I really want so even though it's scary, I've got to go. My sanity isn't worth it.
Sure seams like it would be easier if I still had my best friend. But then again, I guess that whole thing was the kick in the pants I needed.
And how are all of you?
After driving myself nuts about it for 2 months, I think I at least did figure out the deal with v. It's pretty simple really and has been staring us in the face this whole time. Unfortunately, I don't see a work around for the real problem. At least not right now. And of course, since he's not really speaking to me anymore (save an obligatory happy birthday call), I haven't had the chance to talk to him about it to see if he agrees with me that that is indeed the problem.
Hopefully we'll get around to having the conversation before too long. Before too late.
But back to the career front. So Richard's moving our offices in January. We're basically broke until January too because our largest receivable won't be paid before that. In short, it's feeling like a good time to make the break. And I just hope that I can get strong enough to put my plans in motion here in the next two months. It's been too easy for too long to just gut it out here and collect a decent paycheck and have great health insurance. Giving that up is scary to say the least. But this isn't getting me closer to what I really want so even though it's scary, I've got to go. My sanity isn't worth it.
Sure seams like it would be easier if I still had my best friend. But then again, I guess that whole thing was the kick in the pants I needed.
And how are all of you?