Nov 15, 2005 20:22
It's amazing how you can have one of the worst weeks ever and then the next week you are totally happy and content with everything.
I am so happy right now. Whether it is good or bad everyone is put into your life for a reason. I think this whole year I have learned quite a bit. I know that sounds corny but seriously, this year has been amazing to me. I have met so many new people and experienced new things and I am so happy for all of it. I think this week I have come to realize that I wasn't living life how I want to be. I had a really bad week where I started to recognize what I was all about. I saw in people what other's had told me but I had thought nothing of. I saw who my true friends really were, and who I could trust.
We did something in my Enlgish class earlier this year about old and new friends. And in that we talked about how new friends are great to have but it's the old friends that truly know who you are. They know your past and that is something your new friends will never have. I don't know how to explain it, but it really does make sense to me. There is just something that you can find in your old friends; they are the people (to me anyway) that I can go to and talk about anything to no matter how long it has been since I last hung out with them or had a true conversation with.
But then there are always your new friends that you wonder why you had never met and become friends with before. There is just something that clicks and you automatically feel like you can trust them with anything. Bahhhh smiles for me
Things I am excited for:
-This weekend & next weekend! :)
-The neighborhood Christmas Party (even if it isn’t as much fun as it used to be)
-Someone’s birthday that I have to go shopping for. Yay!
-Christmas!!!!
-No school for the holidays
-New classes… (They can’t come soon enough)
-STATE convention at Pinnacle!!!!
-Valentines Day
-Prom [it better be good]
-Summer
-Nationals (I decided I want to go)
-A million other things!
Yes, I do realize that some of those things are months and months away… I just got really excited for a bunch of things today!!! Deal with it
Bahh.. This is definitely a pointless entry but I am in a writing mood!
I also decided I need to start going back to the gym is that going to happen? Probably not... but you can mark my words that the idea came to my mind at one point. haha
oh ps: I love my friends, you know who you are!