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i'm not fond of this "seperation". it feels like you've just forgotten who i am. i don't want to admit this, but i'm scared. i feel like at any moment my world is going to come crashing down. when i tell you what i need to say i don't think you'll like it. maybe it will change things between us. god i hope not. maybe i'm putting to much thought into this. maybe you'll just laugh and tell me what a dope i am and tell me you love me. god i hope.. i'm so tired...