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about an hour ago i took him to the airport... i held it all in the entire ride there... he checked in, we got drinks, and sat and talked for a few. before we knew it, it was time for him to go through security... i couldn't hold it in anymore. i cried so hard i couldn't breath. i still have a lump in my throat. i saw him off as far as i could go then i ran to the car. i sat there and cried. i miss him so much already. i can still feel his arms around me. oh my god... this hurts. i'm going to bed.. maybe i'll forget it all.. but i doubt it, my bed still smells like him.