umm...wow that was really weird, awkward, strange, DIFFERENT...
...but only now does it feel that way, at the time it was VERY enjoyable and fun...just wonderful
GUYS...the dreams we have when we are sleeping...are they a true reflection of something we want in life, or is there more to them, something we have to read in depth into...I had a REALLY REALLY weird dream and it's made me a bit scared (tho it wasn't a nightmare) and I'd really like to look into it a bit...any information you have about dreams whether you truly believe it or not would be nice, cus I don't know if I will really believe it either, but I need something...
I have yet to make up my mind...I don't know what is going on...I don't know if the offer of me deciding still stands or where that's at...I wish someone would inform me of that, but no one has said anything...either way, though, I think the decision I am leaning towards might be good for me, tho staying where I am now might be better for me on other levels...I just don't know...
I would give practically anything to have you not go through with this...I know you are gonna make the decision yourself regardless of how I feel, but I wish there was some other way...
I've changed a bit, I've noticed (or maybe just a part of me that's always been there, but was never really shown is finally really coming out into the light)...I didn't know what to think of it at first, but I'm growing to like it...
I'm trying very hard not to like you, but it's not an easy task...it def isn't working and tho I am enjoying it not working, now, I also know that sooner or later I will learn that it's def better for me not to care for you so much...
I miss the good ol' days...
GUYS...the dreams we have when we are sleeping...are they a true reflection of something we want in life, or is there more to them, something we have to read in depth into...I had a REALLY REALLY weird dream and it's made me a bit scared (tho it wasn't a nightmare) and I'd really like to look into it a bit...any information you have about dreams whether you truly believe it or not would be nice, cus I don't know if I will really believe it either, but I need something...
I have yet to make up my mind...I don't know what is going on...I don't know if the offer of me deciding still stands or where that's at...I wish someone would inform me of that, but no one has said anything...either way, though, I think the decision I am leaning towards might be good for me, tho staying where I am now might be better for me on other levels...I just don't know...
I would give practically anything to have you not go through with this...I know you are gonna make the decision yourself regardless of how I feel, but I wish there was some other way...
I've changed a bit, I've noticed (or maybe just a part of me that's always been there, but was never really shown is finally really coming out into the light)...I didn't know what to think of it at first, but I'm growing to like it...
I'm trying very hard not to like you, but it's not an easy task...it def isn't working and tho I am enjoying it not working, now, I also know that sooner or later I will learn that it's def better for me not to care for you so much...
I miss the good ol' days...