I did a stupid, stupid thing.
I read his ex-girlfriend's blogs. All of them.
Ohhhhhhhh that is NOT a good idea. Particularly when feeling insecure, moody and super PMS-y.
Note to self: Never, ever, EVER do that again. EVER. And certainly do not cross-reference her blogs with his cause you will not feel better. AT ALL.
But, I'm over that, just a stupid girl thing to do and now I'm with my bestie and we're going to get food. And I'm going to see my love tonight. Because he is. And I love him so much. It's one of those impractical, all-encompassing, fearless loves. Or...it could be. Once I get over my fears. God, the possibilities are endless.
Ohhhhhhhh that is NOT a good idea. Particularly when feeling insecure, moody and super PMS-y.
Note to self: Never, ever, EVER do that again. EVER. And certainly do not cross-reference her blogs with his cause you will not feel better. AT ALL.
But, I'm over that, just a stupid girl thing to do and now I'm with my bestie and we're going to get food. And I'm going to see my love tonight. Because he is. And I love him so much. It's one of those impractical, all-encompassing, fearless loves. Or...it could be. Once I get over my fears. God, the possibilities are endless.