Everything That's Happening
Okay so i pretty much freak out in the last entry and i didn't mean to post it "public"...it was meant to be private. but i forgot to change it. But i do want all of you to know that no matter what. I love Derek And he's one of my best friends and i want him to be for the rest of my life and who ever he marries can go screw themselves if they don't think i'm going to talk to him everyday when they get married. I wil crsh their damn wedding if i have to get through to that CRAZY woman...LOL...
Okay so now that i have that out of my system i just wnat to let everyone know i'm done crying over this break and i realized that i don't need a guy to make me happy or to tell me i'm amazing, cause i know i'm amazing and the best thing to be on this earth in millions of years. yeah i'm going all huge ego on you all, but that is only cause i'm trying to think positive and you ALL should know this is not how i really am.
But i love you all and i'm sorry that i have been such a reck this past week and this weekend...but i am doing much better this mroning and knowing that Derek and Bri are still there for me no matter what stupid shit i pull, is awesome.
Plus i'm no longer drik, smoking and doing any kinda drug makes me happier too.
Love & Laughs...TOR
Okay so now that i have that out of my system i just wnat to let everyone know i'm done crying over this break and i realized that i don't need a guy to make me happy or to tell me i'm amazing, cause i know i'm amazing and the best thing to be on this earth in millions of years. yeah i'm going all huge ego on you all, but that is only cause i'm trying to think positive and you ALL should know this is not how i really am.
But i love you all and i'm sorry that i have been such a reck this past week and this weekend...but i am doing much better this mroning and knowing that Derek and Bri are still there for me no matter what stupid shit i pull, is awesome.
Plus i'm no longer drik, smoking and doing any kinda drug makes me happier too.
Love & Laughs...TOR