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So I was all freaked about my history exam... and then it ended up being insanely easy. Read this passage (by Galileo), and then answer five short answer questions. It took me about half an hour, and then I was done, meaning that I had an hour to get over to Science East. Much better than the 10 minutes that I usually have... I didn't even have to worry about being late :-p I have to hand in my brief, but I'm not really too worried about it. The claim that I picked might not be too controversial, but I really don't care. There are always ways to make things controversial.
I really need to work on updating this more. Or at least, trying, I guess. Not that many people out there care what's going on. Life is pretty boring. I go to class, practice, read, and study. There's really not a whole lot, and I don't have much of a social life... but that's pretty much my choice. I don't know, there's no SAI girls to hang out with, and most of the drumline has been hanging out for a long time, so it's kind of hard to "infiltrate", if you will. Sarah's busy like whoa, so I never get to see her :( and there's just really not a lot of other people on campus I want to hang out with. It's okay though, I like having me time. I never really got it at Alma, so I'm definitely appreciating it now.
The football game on Saturday was miserable. It was cold, and rainy, and I was outside for waaaaaaaaaaaay too long. I'm scared that I'm going to get sick now, and I really can't afford to. I'm going to be heading over to Alma this weekend, for homecoming, so I'm excited about that. I'm not sure who all will be around (graduated people and stuff), but there are some that I really want to see. (Missy? Darling? Are you coming or no?) I'm also super excited to get to see Linny and Steph again, cause I haven't seen them in forever and I miss my mommy and madame presidente, and all the other SAI girls. It's really weird not having meetings on Sunday nights and song rehearsals (like I ever made it to any of them though :-p) and just all the cool people to hang out with. I don't really miss the crazy perc ensemble and band though. We're trying to get band bumped up from two days a week, maybe to three or four. :P And there's no extra drumline (at least not until next year, when I'm actually -on- the line, and even then it's only one night a week on game weeks) and... it's nice. And calm. And relaxing. 20 credits really isn't all that stressful, somehow.
I don't really know what else to say. I talked to Willie on the phone for a bit yesterday, that was cool. He's actually off visiting Anna (weird... my ex and my ex-best friend...) but they're having a good time, and so that's all cool. It's really weird to think about the people that I won't see again. I don't know if I'll ever see Anna again (I'd like to, but she's in Virginia and I'm here and school and blah blah blah), and Becky, cause her parents moved away from Houghton so I don't know if she'll ever come back, and the people who graduated from SAI last year, cause I'm not at Alma anymore and... it's just kind of weird. I'm getting all nostalgic, and I'm not even completely sure why.
I'm just weird, I think that explains it.
And cause she's that special - here's amazing and happy thoughts for Laura, because she is amazing and deserves to be happy and I'm glad that she is now pain free (or almost), because she rocks my socks off. Love and lots and lots of roses, for darling Laura. She is wonderful.
Still 20 minutes before class, and I'm rambling. I wish that I could just put all the thoughts that are in my head into the little box, but that's really not all that possible because of who I am and what I think. I hate that I limit myself, when everyone else is telling me to just be myself and say what I mean and do all those other things that are good for human growth and stuff like that. But I can't, I can't just lay myself bare and put myself out there just to be. I wish I could.
Okay, I'm going to go do research for my EdPsych class now (we have to write a 15 page paper, with 20 sources, and preliminary sources are due on Wednesday). I need to get at least part of it done because then I can study for my music history test tomorrow without having to then freak out about all the sources. So, I'm going to leave the rambling and go now. Lata.
I really need to work on updating this more. Or at least, trying, I guess. Not that many people out there care what's going on. Life is pretty boring. I go to class, practice, read, and study. There's really not a whole lot, and I don't have much of a social life... but that's pretty much my choice. I don't know, there's no SAI girls to hang out with, and most of the drumline has been hanging out for a long time, so it's kind of hard to "infiltrate", if you will. Sarah's busy like whoa, so I never get to see her :( and there's just really not a lot of other people on campus I want to hang out with. It's okay though, I like having me time. I never really got it at Alma, so I'm definitely appreciating it now.
The football game on Saturday was miserable. It was cold, and rainy, and I was outside for waaaaaaaaaaaay too long. I'm scared that I'm going to get sick now, and I really can't afford to. I'm going to be heading over to Alma this weekend, for homecoming, so I'm excited about that. I'm not sure who all will be around (graduated people and stuff), but there are some that I really want to see. (Missy? Darling? Are you coming or no?) I'm also super excited to get to see Linny and Steph again, cause I haven't seen them in forever and I miss my mommy and madame presidente, and all the other SAI girls. It's really weird not having meetings on Sunday nights and song rehearsals (like I ever made it to any of them though :-p) and just all the cool people to hang out with. I don't really miss the crazy perc ensemble and band though. We're trying to get band bumped up from two days a week, maybe to three or four. :P And there's no extra drumline (at least not until next year, when I'm actually -on- the line, and even then it's only one night a week on game weeks) and... it's nice. And calm. And relaxing. 20 credits really isn't all that stressful, somehow.
I don't really know what else to say. I talked to Willie on the phone for a bit yesterday, that was cool. He's actually off visiting Anna (weird... my ex and my ex-best friend...) but they're having a good time, and so that's all cool. It's really weird to think about the people that I won't see again. I don't know if I'll ever see Anna again (I'd like to, but she's in Virginia and I'm here and school and blah blah blah), and Becky, cause her parents moved away from Houghton so I don't know if she'll ever come back, and the people who graduated from SAI last year, cause I'm not at Alma anymore and... it's just kind of weird. I'm getting all nostalgic, and I'm not even completely sure why.
I'm just weird, I think that explains it.
And cause she's that special - here's amazing and happy thoughts for Laura, because she is amazing and deserves to be happy and I'm glad that she is now pain free (or almost), because she rocks my socks off. Love and lots and lots of roses, for darling Laura. She is wonderful.
Still 20 minutes before class, and I'm rambling. I wish that I could just put all the thoughts that are in my head into the little box, but that's really not all that possible because of who I am and what I think. I hate that I limit myself, when everyone else is telling me to just be myself and say what I mean and do all those other things that are good for human growth and stuff like that. But I can't, I can't just lay myself bare and put myself out there just to be. I wish I could.
Okay, I'm going to go do research for my EdPsych class now (we have to write a 15 page paper, with 20 sources, and preliminary sources are due on Wednesday). I need to get at least part of it done because then I can study for my music history test tomorrow without having to then freak out about all the sources. So, I'm going to leave the rambling and go now. Lata.