What is everyone making such a big deal about??
Check it out world... Tiffany has a boyfriend.
Wait!! did you read that correctly? Why yes you did.
Now you may be asking why is this such big news?? Well, world.. so am I.
-Am I happily in a new relationship? You can't even imagine.
-Is this big news to me? yes and no... complications and concerns, but I seem to be adjusting pretty well to the whole situation.
-Is this big news to the rest of the world? Well, in the small microcosm of a city that I live in, yes. I am sung to constantly, stopped in the hall to be told how good we look together... and why? I just don't know. It seems to be huge news in our tiny circus world.
And I have to admit it's almost about to start freaking me out. Is it anyones business what I am doing with my life/free time? NO! Am I being sneaky about the whole thing? No, and I don't want to be. I finally have someone around you will let me hug or kiss or just touch them and be near them whenever I want to be and fuck the world, I want to. So what's the deal? Are people shocked that I, me found someone? That I could be interested in someone? That I could be happy? Or that someone could be interested in me?
I have a close friend who is also in the throws of a new relationship right now and I know for a fact that at one time the "girls" used to bother her about why she didn't have a bf... I will admit I never got this lecture(thank god), I wouldn't have been a happy camper about it at all and I probably wouldn't have taken the whole thing so well.
Perhaps,I am such a bitch that people really are shocked by the whole thing.
And really should any of this "teasing"(not sure if that's really the right descriptive word) bother me? No I suppose it shouldn't. But I hate being judged. I hate being part of the latest gossip. Now I have accepted in this environment that is impossible to avoid, but I guess in some way it still sorta bugs me. I don't need their approval, I'm not even really that interested in hearing it if they have it to offer. I'm happy. It feels so amazingly right and really that's all that matters.
Wait!! did you read that correctly? Why yes you did.
Now you may be asking why is this such big news?? Well, world.. so am I.
-Am I happily in a new relationship? You can't even imagine.
-Is this big news to me? yes and no... complications and concerns, but I seem to be adjusting pretty well to the whole situation.
-Is this big news to the rest of the world? Well, in the small microcosm of a city that I live in, yes. I am sung to constantly, stopped in the hall to be told how good we look together... and why? I just don't know. It seems to be huge news in our tiny circus world.
And I have to admit it's almost about to start freaking me out. Is it anyones business what I am doing with my life/free time? NO! Am I being sneaky about the whole thing? No, and I don't want to be. I finally have someone around you will let me hug or kiss or just touch them and be near them whenever I want to be and fuck the world, I want to. So what's the deal? Are people shocked that I, me found someone? That I could be interested in someone? That I could be happy? Or that someone could be interested in me?
I have a close friend who is also in the throws of a new relationship right now and I know for a fact that at one time the "girls" used to bother her about why she didn't have a bf... I will admit I never got this lecture(thank god), I wouldn't have been a happy camper about it at all and I probably wouldn't have taken the whole thing so well.
Perhaps,I am such a bitch that people really are shocked by the whole thing.
And really should any of this "teasing"(not sure if that's really the right descriptive word) bother me? No I suppose it shouldn't. But I hate being judged. I hate being part of the latest gossip. Now I have accepted in this environment that is impossible to avoid, but I guess in some way it still sorta bugs me. I don't need their approval, I'm not even really that interested in hearing it if they have it to offer. I'm happy. It feels so amazingly right and really that's all that matters.