it's ridiculous how much i love you.
it scares me how much i love you.
i'm afraid that i can never let you go.
even if you constantly break my heart,
i will always love you.
i want to trust you.
i want to believe you will never hurt me again.
i hope that this is true.
but i'm so scared.
scared that it's just me that is so much in love.
i doubt myself and i doubt you.
i doubt i can let you go if you break my heart.
and i doubt that you won't break my heart.
when i'm with you, i feel that you love me with all of your heart.
when i'm with you, i know you know i love you so much.
i want to marry you.
and i will wait as long as i can,
unless you break my heart.
because if my heart breaks,
i'll have to break myself even more just to let you go.