Jul 12, 2004 19:53
ok b4 i start im gunna say....awesome weekend. firemans fairwith susie was awesome...and WICKED was WONDERFUL!!! and yea....thanx mom for surprising me it was amazing! my weekend was really great and its unfortunate it had to end
last night i was up crying with my sister...she made me feel kinda better and yea...had a dream with camp last night...made my sleeping as bad as camp
my day today......oh well what a day it was! i got to camp and nobody noticed me except susie and hana and alana...(surprise surprise) and then we went to the pool area...i hung out with kim and carly i love them! and then we went outside...when hana and susie were the ONLY ones who even said hi to me and we played with the little children at all and then we confronted dan and he didnt understand .... during rehersal i was miserable....and then after practicing mink 100 times we found out kaylee got a part in gypsy (congrats) but she might not be coming to camp! i was about to cry....she and susie are the only reasons i signed up for 2nd session and omg! idk what im gunna do!!!! then during hip-hop my ankle hurt so i sat there alone humming "Will I" to myself and then ruthie pulled us!!! HOLY CRAP!! DIDNT WE SIGN UP FOR EVERYOTHER DAY NOT EVERDAY...I MEAN REALLY...SHES DEPRIVING US OF ELECTIVES...matt syd-->thanx soo much ilu
ooh and i have a ?/comment to ask
why is it that people only notice me when im about to cry?! bcuz i wouldnt get that upset if u actually looked my way once a day!! IS IT SO HARD TO NOTICE ME BEFORE IM UPSET!!!! most of u kno what im going through...now all u need to do is pretend u care! it would mean soo much to me! im trying to forget u guys...but i care bout u too much even though i shouldnt....ooh especially mike...were so called best friends,...thats a joke! so yea now you kno the camp part of why im upset! SO DONT ASK!!!!
ERGH!
--sammy
ps--susie hana daria kim alana...and little ones..the ?/comment doesnt protain to u