Apr 07, 2007 00:53
HAVE YOU EVER NEEDED A FRIEND AND YOU LOOK AROUND AND NO ONE IS THERE? ....I HAVE
HAVE YOU EVER TOLD SOMEONE YOU NEEDED A FRIEND AND THEY THOUGHT THAT MEANT YOU WANTED TO CHEAT ON THEM...? I HAVE
HAVE YOU EVER WENT TO DESPERATE MEASURES TO LET A FRIEND KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO HANG OUT WITH AND THEY STILL DON'T CALL YOU? ..I HAVE
IT HURTS! IT REALLY HURTS THAT WHEN I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR GET MY MIND AWAY FROM THINGS I HAVE NO ONE. I HAVE NO ONE THAT WANTS TO GO SHOPPING W/ME.. I HAVE NO ONE THAT WANTS TO HAVE DINNER W/ ME...I HAVE NO ONE THAT WANTS TO HAVE DRINKS W/ME. I REALLY HAVE NO ONE. WHAT HAPPENED? WHAT DID I DO TO PEOPLE THAT NO ONE SEEMS TO HAVE TIME FOR ME.
DON'T GET ME WRONG...I HAVE B BUT WHEN I JUST WANT TO GET AWAY FROM FAMILY LIFE AND HANG OUT W/ A FRIEND I FREAKIN' HAVE NO ONE!
I'M SITTING HER PONDERING ALL THE PEOPLE I CALL TO JUST TOUCH BASE AND SAY HELLO AND THEY ALL DO THE SAME THING "OH LET ME CALL YOU BACK" AND WHAT I LOVE THE BEST IS WHEN THEY KEEP ME ON HOLD AND JUST DON'T RETURN TO THE PHONE HUH! THAT'S A WINNER..NO NO WAIT WHAT TAKES THE CAKE IS WHEN THEY ASK FOR MY NUMBER AND NEVER CALL BACK.
GEES! I REALLY SEE HOW SHIT IS THESE DAYS! I UNDERSTAND PEOPLES LIVES CHANGE AND PEOPLE CHANGE...BUT HAS TIMES CHANGES THAT MUCH THAT YOU CAN'T TOUCH BASE WITH A FRIEND. HAS THE VALUE OF FRIENDSHIP CHANGE? OR IS IT THAT THEY JUST DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS? I GUESS THAT MUST BE IT. WHEN YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS YOU CALL, WHEN YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS YOU WANT TO HANG OUT, WHEN YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS YOU CARE ABOUT THAT PERSON.
SHIT...I'VE REALLY SEEN THE FUCKIN' LIGHT!!!