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coming home from rowe was so different this time
last year i cried myself to sleep every night, drove past the waterfall with tears streaming down my face.... and this year i just have this warmth inside of me. i think i know that i can do it now - can leave that incomparable love and happiness behind me and go on to new and different things, but always know that the rowe spirit and my rowe friends and loves and joys will be there when i go back.
last year the rest of my life seemed pale in comparison, but this year i think i know that i need that constrast to really appritiate rowe and how special it is. i have this 3 week secret, and the beauty of it keeps me going and keeps me smiling for the other 49 weeks.
count down to rowe: 48 weeks to go.
but the rest of my life is rushing up to me until then and i can't wait
last year i cried myself to sleep every night, drove past the waterfall with tears streaming down my face.... and this year i just have this warmth inside of me. i think i know that i can do it now - can leave that incomparable love and happiness behind me and go on to new and different things, but always know that the rowe spirit and my rowe friends and loves and joys will be there when i go back.
last year the rest of my life seemed pale in comparison, but this year i think i know that i need that constrast to really appritiate rowe and how special it is. i have this 3 week secret, and the beauty of it keeps me going and keeps me smiling for the other 49 weeks.
count down to rowe: 48 weeks to go.
but the rest of my life is rushing up to me until then and i can't wait