drama queen?
am i gasp a drama queen?
last nite, i laid in bed with a horrible case of insomnia- i started to panic. . .the main question being-am i doing what i truly want to do in life? there is so many things i want to do but i feel like i am running out of time to decide- my brain became clouded with confusion. i clinged to my boyfriend's warm body. . .as the level of my panic-stricken thoughts rised-the tighter i held on. *a warm body next to you is a horrible thing to waste*
so come 5:30am i assure myself that it is unevitable that my thoughts are all over the place- classic signs of Attention Deficit Disorder-not a surprise to those who really know me. THEN the headache began- its not just a headache- its THE headache that leads me think I have some sort of brain tumor growing right inside my head. to put it simply-it feels like an god damn elephant is sitting on my head.
My boyfriend simply laughs at this. . .he states i am a drama queen. . .he sighs and says that he loves me and i'm so cute-laughs and falls asleep.
my response- i will admit to being a drama princess at most- but i am serious about the headache. . .HMPH.
xoxo
last nite, i laid in bed with a horrible case of insomnia- i started to panic. . .the main question being-am i doing what i truly want to do in life? there is so many things i want to do but i feel like i am running out of time to decide- my brain became clouded with confusion. i clinged to my boyfriend's warm body. . .as the level of my panic-stricken thoughts rised-the tighter i held on. *a warm body next to you is a horrible thing to waste*
so come 5:30am i assure myself that it is unevitable that my thoughts are all over the place- classic signs of Attention Deficit Disorder-not a surprise to those who really know me. THEN the headache began- its not just a headache- its THE headache that leads me think I have some sort of brain tumor growing right inside my head. to put it simply-it feels like an god damn elephant is sitting on my head.
My boyfriend simply laughs at this. . .he states i am a drama queen. . .he sighs and says that he loves me and i'm so cute-laughs and falls asleep.
my response- i will admit to being a drama princess at most- but i am serious about the headache. . .HMPH.
xoxo