why does life suck....?
Hello...
Ok, so my life has sucked ass this summer. At first, I did absolutely nothing at all because I couldnt drive. But now, my grandma is very ill and I feel like I can't leave my house if I wanted to, but when I'm here and able to spend time with her, I get so upset. Life sucks sometimes. My birthday is now in 4 days (July 25) and I cant imagine what I'm going to feel like....How can I celebrate and be happy when my grandmother is laying there totally helpless? I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of being sad. Everything in my life has gone wrong the past six months or so it seems. How can one family have so much go wrong in such a short period of time? On a better note, Kim came in town a few days ago for the tapdog rehersals....oh, but wait this ends up being bad news because I didn't get it. Ok so I'm a little depressed right now. I'm also going through this weird music phase....maybe its because I'm depressed, but I'm really into hard hard rock. That's not like me. Well...I better get going. For those of you reading this, don't worry....I'm just trying to deal with life right now. Love to all, and until next time -Tiffany
Ok, so my life has sucked ass this summer. At first, I did absolutely nothing at all because I couldnt drive. But now, my grandma is very ill and I feel like I can't leave my house if I wanted to, but when I'm here and able to spend time with her, I get so upset. Life sucks sometimes. My birthday is now in 4 days (July 25) and I cant imagine what I'm going to feel like....How can I celebrate and be happy when my grandmother is laying there totally helpless? I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of being sad. Everything in my life has gone wrong the past six months or so it seems. How can one family have so much go wrong in such a short period of time? On a better note, Kim came in town a few days ago for the tapdog rehersals....oh, but wait this ends up being bad news because I didn't get it. Ok so I'm a little depressed right now. I'm also going through this weird music phase....maybe its because I'm depressed, but I'm really into hard hard rock. That's not like me. Well...I better get going. For those of you reading this, don't worry....I'm just trying to deal with life right now. Love to all, and until next time -Tiffany