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Things may be going fast, which isnt bad, just not what i expected. I didnt expect to move on so quickly and i didnt really think i was going to get involved right away... Which i dont know what happening there but anyway im rambling. The thing is, should something be happening i think its only fair you know what i want and dont want..so we are not wasting our time. I wanna be with someone that there is no doubt in my mind what-so-ever that what im doing is right. I need to be with someone who cares about my feelings, and wants the same things i want. If im with someone, i want security,security to not wonder if tomorrow is the day we fight and it gets bad and we never talk again. I need a man who tells me where i stand. I like to be reminded im loved...or i might forget. I dream of the fairytale romances in books and maybe thats a far cry from reality but i believe love can be like that. I want a man who pulls me in his arms and tells me he loves me for no reason at all...i want a man whe tells me everything. I need a man who is comfortable with me and with us...And i need a man who has me pretty high on his priority list. And i know that there are other things in life besides me but i am a little selfish and i do like attention So sometimes i wanna think im the most important. With that said...if this was to intense...then thats okay, your just not ready for me yet. And you are still young, which is no problem what-so-ever im not going to let that ruin ne thing again, but our mentality on this may be different. I was about to get marride...now im back to dating. I want that white picket fence with little feet running around the back yard and bills out my ears. Maybe im too ready for the future, but i cant help it. Im thinkin of the next step. So i thought i should get that out for you...because if this is too much, to intense, i dont want us to waste our time.