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i've been thinking about where people get their identities from and why we are so obsessed by them. probably because i watched the breakfast club last night and damn do i love that movie! i mean, it's good to have one because it can give you a sense of direction, and some people need that. but i also think it can be good to not be married to a job or a musical preference or a style of dress or some rot. it makes you open-minded and less critical of differing people or situations. i honestly could not define myself in a word, probably not even in a string of words. i couldn't call myself a workaholic or a slacker or organized or indie or goth or any of that bullshit. i really just see myself as....here. a sponge. a babbling sponge. enough of me. that was just food for thought. and now, i work! well, after i smoke. i am having a hard time with this quitting thing. it's one or two a week now. not bad but certainly not good. hopefully by the end of summer i will be cured.