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I got some good sleep last night! Seth went to sleep at around 6:00 yesterday evening. I hate it when he goes to sleep that early, but he was so tired. Anyway, I went to sleep around 10:00 and he woke up at 3:00 this morning. I got him back to sleep at around 4:15 and he slept until 10:00!!!! I was thrilled lol. He's taking a nap now. He was being so cute this morning. He was just smiling and laughing and squealing. He likes "Blue's Clues." I like it too lol. I never watched anything like that until after I had Seth and now the cartoons and things are growing on me. Wum came over last night and we made a cake. Lemon and it's yummy. Tiffany and her little girl, Erica, stopped by yesterday too. Erica's so cute. Everytime she sees a star she says "Twinkle Star!" and she calls Seth "Baby Lissa." She's two. Seth will be six months old tomorrow! I can't believe it's been half a year since I had him. He's getting so big. I love watching him grow and change and learn new things. And he's sooo happy! I still feel weird being a mom though. I really wasn't the mom type. I liked to party. I still do. But I only do it when Seth isn't here. I used to think of mom's as people with husbands who are organized and selfless and never get frustrated with their kids...and I'm not any of those things. I date guys and girls. I'm not very organized, although I try. And I do get frustrated with Seth (and myself) sometimes. I doubt myself a lot and I just feel like I'm not doing as good of a job as I should be doing. I want everything to be perfect for him.