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Ugh, I hate period cramps. Gross. And ow. Remember what I said about John saying he was going to be around for Seth more? He's already breaking that promise. John was at his house with his mom last night. And guess who spent the night over HERE...Yup, John. I so did not want him staying. I had Nickie over. It was just sucky and weird. So Nickie and I drove around most of the night. John knew Seth would be with his mom, so why wasn't he over there?? I don't have anything for him. I won't date him again. EVER. I told him this. I can't date someone who wasn't there during my pregnancy or labor or for their son. It won't happen. I am so tired of his lies. I hate liars. Anyway, I start my new job on Wednesday! I am so excited. It's going to be nice to get out of the house. Now, a note on my bedroom: I am sooo tired of living in Care Bear land!!!!! I need to redo it.