Sep 16, 2008 16:30
i'm at a library because although we have power, no internet. lots of others in columbus aren't so lucky. he still says things like "after about three days i was ready to leave and spend the rest of the week hanging out with you," but this is myrtle beach south carolina and not a bar across town. i can't like him anymore. i got a mandolin. that's going really well and i'm actually trying. chris wants me to sing with him and blake "when they start writing songs" so we'll see. i'm excited. blake turned 21 last week and it was fun. i'm excited to go to chicago in two weeks. i'm excited to see celeste because it will have been about four months. that is too long. i miss her so much.
bullshit has been coming up at my job and i need a new one, it feels like i'll never find an employer who doesn't treat me like a total fuckjob idiot (note: i am not one). i know i said no haircuts again ever but i'm thinking about it, but all of it i mean, baby bangs and everything. i need to lose weight i've gained 10 lbs i think but betty's has such good beer brats and my daily columbus itenerary is virtually un-bikeable.
i'm going to louisville. i'm going to montreal. i might be going to seattle. whenever i have saved up a lot of money i spend some of it on a future trip, i'd like to have travel partners but i'm sick of waiting for everyone to 'think about it' so i'm just going to start going. i have been reading art history textbooks and writing mini-analyses to pass the time, but not a lot of poetry lately. everything is slower here. i really like it.