May 17, 2006 20:30
Medication. I haven't really noticed much of a difference except for the fact that there were two times in the past few days that I wanted to cry but I just....couldn't.
Yay for being numb!
FUCK YOU ALL! hahahahaha! I feel a little more bold too, I guess. I can say what I want to and I don't give a shit about the repercussions. Okay, not really. Or...hmmm....
But anyway, I have learned in the past month that I was on a completely wrong track this past few years. In my head mostly. I've been so focused on getting to that white picket fence. FUCK THAT WHITE PICKET FENCE! I need to establish myself as a woman. I need to get a fucking a job. I want a job where I can rip the heads off of any fucking person I want to and in the end feel satisfied.
Fuck love!
hahahahahahha........love!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
So funny.
A good friend with benefits is the way to go. Seriously. Heartache is a fucking bitch. What's the point? I don't have time for that right now. Just don't have time.
Here is me behind the wheel...
Here is you lying on the pavement.....
VRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
Harsh is the new nice.