Sayounara 2009!!!!!
"I want your love and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance.
I want your love and all your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance"
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
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Maaa~ its been a long while, deshou? since I last updated something here *bows* gomen na~ I guess going all workaholic can be quite troublesome from time to time....
Soooo... for starters, I had quite a few 'offer's for new year's and even thou I was still thinking about what to do... at last the 'cool' gang called to FINALLY meet up for new years... even if not all of us could make it... it was a nice gathering (even thou some... unwanted ppl were there as well...)
Of course, there were lots of alcohol *grins* to the point where we couldn't finish it all up... and starting the evening (I came late... like always) we were all jocking about who would 'fall' first *lol*
Granted, I did hold up my liquor the entire night.... even thou we mixed EVERYTHING up XD I was kind of surprised as well, considering the other 2 that remained sobber as well didn't drink as much as me... *ponders* it was a good night~
A guy got so smashed that her (drunk) girlfriend had to haul him back home... and the dude was trying so hard to impress me (dunn worry everybody do so at first~ ahahaha) that his golden Zippo was gracefully left on my lap *w*
That Zippo is sooooo officially gone~ ahahahahahaha
Since I'm kind of broke I told the guys I'd wait for busses to start going aroun'd since taxis were a little bit too expensive for me to afford (of course I had the money for a cab but I was too lazy to spent it all XD) so my last two friends left my other friend's house and he and me were left
And that's where the crackstatic stuff happened... *chuckles*
So, RIGHT after they left he just came to sit besides me on the couch and put his arms around me to (officially) cuddle... of course I got the feeling he was smashed as sh*t and it was no surpise~ so far I was kind of sleepy and it was actually nice so... I let it be for a couple minutes... after all it was really no big deal...
I was when his hands started roaming over my torso that I went kind of "WTF you doin' dude??"
I was trying soooo sooo hard not to LOL right then because I knew since the begining he wanted to make out with me... usually sobber he's quite the shy, slightly standoff-ish dude, so I was kind of specting he'd be more direct shit-faced as he was (so I'd make fun of it right after...)
Me: "Dude... what are you doing? Owó?"
Him: "Dunno~"
Me: "*frowns* ok~
Him: *tries to slip his hands under my shirt*
Me: *takes hand away* Dude... come on~
Him *tries again*
Me: Oi~ where's the respect???
Him:*sigh*
Me*rolls eyes* so, what do you want?
Him: Dunno... what do you want~
And we where in that kinda fashion for about half hour, I was getting sleepy and suddenly he goes all depressed like 'nothings going to happen' (the hell, of course not!) and moving to the other couch.... it was so funny because one minute he's all over me then he's so depressed he looks like a kicked puppy *lol* just because I refuse to tell him I AM the one who want to kiss him... even thou i kept asking him what the heck he wanted....
Honestly speaking?... if he had just admited he wanted to make out with me I'd have been a little less... cruel, about mocking him (which I was doing ohhh so well) about how drunk he was... but if he wasn't man enough to tell me something so simple, then I think he deserved all the fun I'd get out of it (ahahaha)
He's certainly not ugly or boring, actually he's quite the good looking dude I am sure a lot of chicks might date...
Sorry I don't do the shy type... not even for a random make out session *shakes head*
And... well... honest? while he was holding me... all I'd think was my ex gf...seriously! I mean... just... I still love her a lot, I thought that with time my feelings for her would move to the faaaar corner of my rotten heart and I'd like... dunno, start 'dating' again or whatever
Then I thought 'Nahhh, I'm not that good looking or cute enough for ppl to like me'
But ohhhh that's sooo not the case *chuckles* I know I'm cute.... I know a lot of ppl look at me 'that way' and I know I'm not some kind of 'uberly pretty' type of chick... YET... ppl I know are still interested... men AND women alike *deep sigh*
I feel like being cornered on both sides *lol* sooo not cool!
Oh yeah! back on track... after another half hour I was hoping the bus service finally decided to move its ass around the city, so I told him I was leaving~
Like any drunkart, he insisted on walking me to the bus stop.... even if at first he thought said bus stop'd be right in front of his home *shakes head*
Saddly no bus seemed to come any time soon and he was all like 'dunn worry, I'll pay you a cab' even thou there was almost no money on his pockets (OMG, soooo expected XD) and watching him asking taxi drivers to take me home was amusing as hell~
Ahhh~ the power of liquor... ahahahahah
suddenly he goes all emo on my again and hugs me, I was with my arms crossed and he's all "Why aren't you hugging meee~" *lol*
I just shrugged and patted him on the back, hopping he's be satisfied with it and let go, but he was quite attached like a leech and he started hic-hupping like mad and i was getting scared he might actually vomit on me.... *sweat drop*
So i was saying over and over again like a mantra "please dude, don't vomit on me... Please dude, don't vomit on me..." 'till the voice of his mother reached my ears (saved!)
Granted, she was on full 'pissed off mother' mode on, since it seems he left the entrance door quite oppen *lol*
Of course, she made quite a scene in the middle of the streets
Of course he was quite (drunkenly) ashamed...
Of course all of this was AWFULLY entertaining to me... at that point I was bitting my lower lip in order to not laugh my arse off... his mother looked quite dangerous~
In the end he appologised 'for making quite a scene, this has nevenr happened before, yada, yada, yada', gave me some money to take a cab and left with his mother... and THAT's when i actually started laughing like crazy *lol*
Of course I crossed the streets and took another line from a different bus stop, if a man thinks I need to be walked to take my ride just because I am a woman then he's... seriously mistaken... *chuckles*
But... hey! I was about to be molested and life took revenge on me, I didn't HAVE to do a thing and I actually got a free ride and a golden ZIPPO lighter....
Ran is awesome like that~ *grins*
And of course I love you, I love you a lot even thou it's probably one sided now... but I don't care, I'm actually quite at peace with myself *smiles*
maaa~ this was quite a way to start a new year *lol*
Lets see what happens later! òwó
Everyone take care of yourselves, and don't try to do what Ran does.... it only works if you're an AWESOME person~ XD
I miss you all~
gotta go back to work
... Aishitteru koi~
See ya all!
Ran (sensei)
You and me could write a bad romance.
I want your love and all your lover's revenge
You and me could write a bad romance"
Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
-----------------
Maaa~ its been a long while, deshou? since I last updated something here *bows* gomen na~ I guess going all workaholic can be quite troublesome from time to time....
Soooo... for starters, I had quite a few 'offer's for new year's and even thou I was still thinking about what to do... at last the 'cool' gang called to FINALLY meet up for new years... even if not all of us could make it... it was a nice gathering (even thou some... unwanted ppl were there as well...)
Of course, there were lots of alcohol *grins* to the point where we couldn't finish it all up... and starting the evening (I came late... like always) we were all jocking about who would 'fall' first *lol*
Granted, I did hold up my liquor the entire night.... even thou we mixed EVERYTHING up XD I was kind of surprised as well, considering the other 2 that remained sobber as well didn't drink as much as me... *ponders* it was a good night~
A guy got so smashed that her (drunk) girlfriend had to haul him back home... and the dude was trying so hard to impress me (dunn worry everybody do so at first~ ahahaha) that his golden Zippo was gracefully left on my lap *w*
That Zippo is sooooo officially gone~ ahahahahahaha
Since I'm kind of broke I told the guys I'd wait for busses to start going aroun'd since taxis were a little bit too expensive for me to afford (of course I had the money for a cab but I was too lazy to spent it all XD) so my last two friends left my other friend's house and he and me were left
And that's where the crackstatic stuff happened... *chuckles*
So, RIGHT after they left he just came to sit besides me on the couch and put his arms around me to (officially) cuddle... of course I got the feeling he was smashed as sh*t and it was no surpise~ so far I was kind of sleepy and it was actually nice so... I let it be for a couple minutes... after all it was really no big deal...
I was when his hands started roaming over my torso that I went kind of "WTF you doin' dude??"
I was trying soooo sooo hard not to LOL right then because I knew since the begining he wanted to make out with me... usually sobber he's quite the shy, slightly standoff-ish dude, so I was kind of specting he'd be more direct shit-faced as he was (so I'd make fun of it right after...)
Me: "Dude... what are you doing? Owó?"
Him: "Dunno~"
Me: "*frowns* ok~
Him: *tries to slip his hands under my shirt*
Me: *takes hand away* Dude... come on~
Him *tries again*
Me: Oi~ where's the respect???
Him:*sigh*
Me*rolls eyes* so, what do you want?
Him: Dunno... what do you want~
And we where in that kinda fashion for about half hour, I was getting sleepy and suddenly he goes all depressed like 'nothings going to happen' (the hell, of course not!) and moving to the other couch.... it was so funny because one minute he's all over me then he's so depressed he looks like a kicked puppy *lol* just because I refuse to tell him I AM the one who want to kiss him... even thou i kept asking him what the heck he wanted....
Honestly speaking?... if he had just admited he wanted to make out with me I'd have been a little less... cruel, about mocking him (which I was doing ohhh so well) about how drunk he was... but if he wasn't man enough to tell me something so simple, then I think he deserved all the fun I'd get out of it (ahahaha)
He's certainly not ugly or boring, actually he's quite the good looking dude I am sure a lot of chicks might date...
Sorry I don't do the shy type... not even for a random make out session *shakes head*
And... well... honest? while he was holding me... all I'd think was my ex gf...seriously! I mean... just... I still love her a lot, I thought that with time my feelings for her would move to the faaaar corner of my rotten heart and I'd like... dunno, start 'dating' again or whatever
Then I thought 'Nahhh, I'm not that good looking or cute enough for ppl to like me'
But ohhhh that's sooo not the case *chuckles* I know I'm cute.... I know a lot of ppl look at me 'that way' and I know I'm not some kind of 'uberly pretty' type of chick... YET... ppl I know are still interested... men AND women alike *deep sigh*
I feel like being cornered on both sides *lol* sooo not cool!
Oh yeah! back on track... after another half hour I was hoping the bus service finally decided to move its ass around the city, so I told him I was leaving~
Like any drunkart, he insisted on walking me to the bus stop.... even if at first he thought said bus stop'd be right in front of his home *shakes head*
Saddly no bus seemed to come any time soon and he was all like 'dunn worry, I'll pay you a cab' even thou there was almost no money on his pockets (OMG, soooo expected XD) and watching him asking taxi drivers to take me home was amusing as hell~
Ahhh~ the power of liquor... ahahahahah
suddenly he goes all emo on my again and hugs me, I was with my arms crossed and he's all "Why aren't you hugging meee~" *lol*
I just shrugged and patted him on the back, hopping he's be satisfied with it and let go, but he was quite attached like a leech and he started hic-hupping like mad and i was getting scared he might actually vomit on me.... *sweat drop*
So i was saying over and over again like a mantra "please dude, don't vomit on me... Please dude, don't vomit on me..." 'till the voice of his mother reached my ears (saved!)
Granted, she was on full 'pissed off mother' mode on, since it seems he left the entrance door quite oppen *lol*
Of course, she made quite a scene in the middle of the streets
Of course he was quite (drunkenly) ashamed...
Of course all of this was AWFULLY entertaining to me... at that point I was bitting my lower lip in order to not laugh my arse off... his mother looked quite dangerous~
In the end he appologised 'for making quite a scene, this has nevenr happened before, yada, yada, yada', gave me some money to take a cab and left with his mother... and THAT's when i actually started laughing like crazy *lol*
Of course I crossed the streets and took another line from a different bus stop, if a man thinks I need to be walked to take my ride just because I am a woman then he's... seriously mistaken... *chuckles*
But... hey! I was about to be molested and life took revenge on me, I didn't HAVE to do a thing and I actually got a free ride and a golden ZIPPO lighter....
Ran is awesome like that~ *grins*
And of course I love you, I love you a lot even thou it's probably one sided now... but I don't care, I'm actually quite at peace with myself *smiles*
maaa~ this was quite a way to start a new year *lol*
Lets see what happens later! òwó
Everyone take care of yourselves, and don't try to do what Ran does.... it only works if you're an AWESOME person~ XD
I miss you all~
gotta go back to work
... Aishitteru koi~
See ya all!
Ran (sensei)